@Berserker I also am diagnosed PTSD but have avoided all VA recommended treatment so I can relate to were you are at from my own experience.
I am going to go straight to the heart… If Tren is messing with your chia drop it and move on. You have too many other steroids in your arsenal to keep fighting against it. I am not saying you do not have what it takes to push through it because I know without a doubt you do. Just because we can doesn’t mean we should. Thats my advice to a BIA.
@John can you give any advice for a fellow DD?